Tuesday, June 2, 2009
4:39 AM
My third week at foundation year in Brisbane (: So far, school's been awesome and the environment is relaxing yet motivating. Though I miss my family and friends, especially my fireman, i'm not homesick yet.It's all a new experience for me. The wind greeting you every morning, the stars winking at you from the midnight sky and the freedom I feel the moment I open my eyes. It's a far cry from the environment in Sg, where competition and grades are everything. Like what my cousin told me, it's always a rat race there and even if you do win, you're still a rat.
For now, I'm coping well because all my classmates are international students and there's a diversified culture within our classroom. But I'm not so sure if it's gonna be the same when I go to university. Oh well. Only time will tell.
For now, I hope my girlfriends are missing me as much as I am missing them and that at least someone still remembers me.
Labels: missing love
Sunday, April 19, 2009
2:43 AM
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either! | |
| Being Alone | |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Disappointment | |
| Looked down on | |
| Commitment | |
| Death | |
| What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz | |
Saw this quiz on Nazry's blog and decided to take it as well. Surprisingly, the quiz results are rather accurate. Anyway, I know I havent updated for the past two months. Things have gotten more hectic, especially now that I've decided to further my studies in Australia. I'm sure most of you already know but for those who dont, I'm leaving in early May to study Pharmacy in Brisbane. 20 days left before I leave and I want to make as many memories as I can with my loved ones.
I guess this blog would be a good place for my loved ones to stay in touch with me and be updated about how things are going there. Not that I'm never coming back to Singapore, I just wont be around as often. It's gonna be tough saying goodbye but my darlings will always be in my heart.
I'll leave the sentiments for later because there's so many things I wanna say before I leave. For now, I just want to spend as much time as I possibly can with my loved ones.
Labels: always in my heart
Sunday, February 15, 2009
1:45 AM
This post is long overdue. But I've been so busy working that I haven't had the time to update. As it is this is gonna be a short post. I've been working office hours, 8.30am to 5.30pm, sometimes reaching back home only at 9. It's really tiring, doing admin work the whole day but since it's during an economic crisis, I should be thankful that I do have a job.Anyway, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
Went out with my mom and sisters yesterday. Went shopping and watched The Other End Of the Line. It's a damn good movie and really appropriate for the occasion. The actress is so gorgeous. Went for the break out concert with my sister. It was really, super duper good. The concept and performers were AWESOME. Anyway, I made my darling angry because of the concert. I'm truly sorry... I was really scared because it's the first i've ever made him really angry. I'm really sorry and thank you so much for the lovely flowers (:
To my darlings, Irah, Murny, Shez and Fatmah, I love you guys. This is our fifth year spending Vday as good friends and I hope we'll continue as darlings for many years to come. Even if you find your other halves, don't forget about the promise we made that time in the waters of east coast (:
To my other loves, Cheryl and Shireen, as well as, my dearest councillors, I miss you guys a lot. Even if we don't meet up for weeks on, know that you guys are still in my heart and I will treasure the memories we shared together forever.
To all the singles out there, don't fret because your other half is definitely out there somewhere. I know that for sure because I've already found mine (:
Lastly, to my sweetheart, thank you for the lovely company and being my first true valentine. This one's for you.
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day.
I love you with all my heart. Happy Valentines Day (:
Labels: come what may
Saturday, January 24, 2009
6:04 AM
Today was AWESOME! Thank you so much girls (:The surprises were just one after another today. I was truly gullible enough to think that two of the most important people in my life were gonna miss it. I have to say that you really got me. I almost cried out of sheer joy. Will update more soon. For now, I shall enjoy the last few moments of being eighteen.
my handsome newly commisioned lieutenant (:
Friday, January 23, 2009
6:46 AM
Less than 48 hours till I turn nineteen, yet I feel completely desolate. Despite the fact that my girlfriends took so much time to plan a surprise and despite the fact that my sweetheart has already passed out as a commisioned officer. Perhaps it's one of those days where all I want to do is climb under the covers and cry my heart out. Sighs.On a happier note, there's going to be a wedding in my family this year. Normally weddings are expected to be received with joy and excitement but it's been totally opposite for some of the family members, namely my parents who are so narrow-minded. Their brainwashing isn't going to work on me because I have already decided to support my darling abang and future kakak to the best of my ability.
To be honest, I don't really feel the need to celebrate my birthday. Simply because birthday celebrations are supposed to be joyous and that is the complete opposite of what I'm feeling right now. I thought the joy of watching a loved one pass out as a lieutenant would last but sadly all I'm feeling right now is misery. Sighs. Hopefully tomorrow would be a brighter day. I'm sure my girlfriends would cheer me up.
Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was
I love you and I'm not afraid
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you
Sweet raptured light, it ends tonight...
Labels: my last breath
Friday, January 16, 2009
7:03 PM
So it's been two weeks since I last updated. LOL. Well all I can say is that I've been busy. First was the picnic with my darlings. All those dares and crazy girls. I love them (:Let the pictures tell you more.
<3Next was my trip to HongKong. It was basically a R&R trip. The wind was really strong and the weather was extremely freezing on the two mornings that I played golf with my parents. And I strongly disagree with anyone who says that golf is for rich people. I see people from all walks of life playing. Beauticians, hairdressers, businessmen, retirees, young adults who just started working. The game of golf requires social skill as well and you meet new contacts everyday. LOL. That's one of the things I've recently discovered.
When I got back, it was time for work. Serious work. 8.30am-5.30pm five days a week as an accountant/auditor at my dad's office. The workload was initially light for the first two days so that I could get used to the environment and better understand what my job was. After that...
Anyway, my dearest is passing out this week. I am so proud of him (:
We went to dinner at hard rock last night with J and Irah. He cleaned up real nice. I'll upload the photos and those from my australia trip soon (:
Friday, January 2, 2009
7:30 AM
Second day of the new year and and my parents are still not talking to me. Sighs. On the bright side, two of my darlings came over to cheer me up. Thank you so much dearies, you really put a smile on my face. HUGS.As for all those who are planning to celebrate my bday with me, I really appreciate you guys doing it for me. I really don't know what I'd do without you girls... True friends are really hard to find so treasure them as much as you can. I'd like to f=dedicate this to my girlfriends (:
Friendship is a priceless gift that cannot be bought or sold.
But its value if far greater than a mountain made of gold.
For gold is cold and lifeless, it can neither see nor hear and in the time of trouble it is powerless to cheer.It has no ears to listen, nor heart to understand, it cannot bring you comfort or reach a helping hand.
So when you ask God for a gift, be thankful he sends not diamonds, pearls or riches,
But the love of real true friends.
<3
my wishlist:
-ipod classic
-shades
-mascara
-eyeliner
-dress
-hoodie
-anything else given out of love (:
Labels: windmill with pretty colours
